Hazel Emmanuella

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And i want to fly to london now.
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We r gg to stay in for Art till night time tmrw.
How cool is that. ^^
& i just watched Drag Me to Hell just now w Shaun.
Sibei thrilling~
Am gg to update my blogger on friday i think,
gg to take pikture tmrw worx.
Yipeee, my life now like busy but shiok only.
HEHEH, i likey.
This timing of the day i always either high or sibei emo.
^^v
 

Hi, i've moved to www.hazelemmanuellafoo.blogspot.com
Cos i have quite a number of photos once in awhile
and it gets annoying sometimes cos lj takes a long time to upload.
But will post here once in awhile, and to view fr's blogs. ^^

Sad huh, but it happened quite a number of times for me already.

MOMMY CALLED ME TODAY WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY HOME!!!
I am so happpppppppppppppppppy.
School kinda made me quite pissed off.
But when i received her call from overseas, i was like grinning to myself.
:>
& Nic's coming tmrw after art, and we're gnna have sleepover!!!~

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK, I REALLY CAN'T~
This week seems to go so slowly...
Days past like as if it were years.
Omgosh, tak buleh tahan!!! :(
Home alone from Sunday-Wednesday at least. ^-^~
MY PLANS ARE BURSTING TO BE IN ACTION.

 

There're times when we want to turn back time.
There're times when we want to go to the future.
There're times when we want time to stay there forever.
What is that thing we really want in life?
I seriously don't know yet.

&
I hope i won't fall again.

I must get through that, i wish and hope i can.
Love, i wonder whats in your mind.
R u feeling what i'm feeling?

" I think it is a matter of love: the more you love a memory,
the stronger and stranger it is." 
- Vladimir Nabmkov

I need to let go of my sorrows,
I need to worship Him.
I am very desperate for His words.

"I make a vow
My life will always honour you
Whether I live or die

I belong to Him
He bore my sin
I owe this life to my saving King

Hallelujah, I am not my own
You are in control
Hallelujah

For me to live is christ
And to die is gain
No matter what price i pay
I choose to give this life away

Only by the cross I am saved"

Dates to note for self:
30 May- Kindess Cheer Competition
3-5 June- Batam teaching trip
13 June- PlayMax
18-20 June- One Love Conference
27 June- Anglican Schools' Concert
1-2 week of June- Headstart

I can't wait, they're all so exciting!!
Anyone wants to come for PlayMax/One Love/Concert?
Do visit www.playmax.sg/ to see what the carnival's about!
So guys, do come k! Its rlly rlly fun~

I hv short-term memory.
I forgot what i had for dinner last night.
And i am trying to remember who i was close to last time in sec 1 from Bkr.
Hahahahahaha, cos Kris and i are hving a conversation..
But wait, i can't seem to forget H, A.
Its been ages. H A H A.
-_________-  (copy tiantian)
Bai, (don't) lv u~

Nic/Madz/My crush. HEHEHE.

Can you see that orb.
Anw, I bought that hairband w my pay today!!!

^-^~

I went to church in the morning to do cheer props
And headed to town to work, then to Coos!!!
Today's service was awesomeee.
Kthnxbai~
 

There're a lot a lot a lot of pictures for Day 3.
My facebook doesn't have all the pictures,
So you could go to Nicole's facebook, she uploaded all~

These are our favourite pictures.

This is Aunty Serene.
She was the one who brought us there, ^^

I think this picture quite funny, hehehe.

Of course, we met the awesome sun and sea~
Do check out the other pictures, they're quite cool. ^^

I went town w Nic to do some stuff today,
Decided to take a two and a half hour bus ride home alone.
Its so relaxing.. ... ... ... ...
Will upload pictures taken in school some other day k!!
Gg to paint my toe nails, baiiiiiiiiii~

 

Pictures for day 1 in Batam.
Thats Eugenia, she's extremely bright and adorable.
Her parents are awesome too.
Nic and i miss all of them a lot ever since we came back..
Will upload day 2 and 3 when i'm free.
I got home at 10pm today, cos i left school at 9pm. :/
My right shoulder hurts v badly, its v sore, i can't lift it up.
Its hard to tie my hair and feed myself.

How to do cheer......

Hehehe, I luv this song, so jumpy, like lollipop~
Lv their dance too!!
Got it from Nic's blog, ^^
 

And look what i found!
I think i uploaded this before, but i think its quite funny
to see my sissy and i to be wearing that at that uhm, place..
It makes me miss Herabotz and Rainbowboymon more though. :(

I can't wait for tmrw, i think everyone's gnna jump for joy.
Cos its gnna be our last paper, ART PAPER.
Everyone has been waiting for it to pass, waiting only...
Hehehehe, ^^~
And i need/can't wait to meet Jas, Marv, Yw, Sam lye, Jj lv, Nicholas!!!
 

So now what?
Am i lost now or what. Suddenly i feel so lost in life. 'What are my goals, Why am i suddenly living a life with no aim and no motivation?' It feels kinda good now when my schedules are getting more packed each day. It feels as if i have a lot to do. Yes, i do have a lot to do now. But it makes me feel as if i'm living a life of what it should be. Although its covering up my emptiness, i can still feel that little bit of being lonely. Friends and i are getting closer but things are remainding the same. I'm just afraid after all these work that i have to complete, i'll feel worse than what i am now. It feels like i don't have a life. Maybe i will still be packed with meeting my friends and stuff, but i think one day this will just go off too. And it all comes back to square one.
However, i hope this Saturday during worship, i can really bring myself back. After all the exams, i hope i can stop lying to myself. And i want to bring myself back for real during the Batam trip. I want to let myself feel God, all over again. I know i can, yes i can, i know i can. I just hope everything will go well and i surrender everything unto His hands.
This post feels so emotional but i don't know why, this week i kept feeling low. But whatever, i know this is part and partial of life. One day everyone will ask themselves who they are. I think this is just the starting, but i'm ready to face more. With the help of God, friends-true friends, family and myself. :)

I found our pictures at Hazel's fb! Hehe~
The day of our 'picnic' at fep, yipeee.
And also the day my favourite skirt from thailand tore.. :(

Okay, i miss a lot of people now..
Like rlly miss miss.
Nic, Kim, Madz, Wt, Yh, Pong, Yw, Paul, Sam, Arthur, Timo, KBrader, T, C, Shaun, Sissy, Zavier, & so much more!!!
Lv all of u v mch~
& i can't wait for my trip to Batam w Nic this weekends! ^^v
& also the trip to jb w bro,sissy & maybe yw!!!
& also PlayMax w nic, madz, wt, yh, budz, dal, sissy, bro, & more!
But for these to happen, i must finish my math and art paper first!!!!! >:/

Kthnx, reminds me, i need to go strt doing art.
Or else ms hoe will kill me. She will tear my paper and make me cry. :(
I can feel the tension rising up..
 

Saturday-
> Homeclub flea w Nicole
(find Hazel's shop, bumped into Christiane)
> Headed to Art Fr to buy paint for art
> Went to Pasir Ris to meet Shaun and Harry.
(its been forever since we've met, dudes!)

Sunday-
> Church
> Far East Plaza w mom, sissy & zavier
> Zouk flea w bro in law, sissy & zavier
(met Alloy there)
> Bugis w them
(went to the new building, had empire state!!)
> Played w Zavier when he was over at mine's. ^^

Monday-
> I hv to think for art but am laSy. :(
> Hv to go runninggggg.
> (r)boy and timz, cheer up kkkkkk.
(lv u bth a lt ^^)