Hazel Emmanuella

hazilnut @ 2009-08-10T17:02:00

2009-08-10T09:16:40Z

(L)

And i want to fly to london now.
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hazilnut @ 2009-07-03T18:54:00

2009-07-03T10:56:52Z

I.M.DIAMOND.GIRL
^-^

hazilnut @ 2009-06-18T00:39:00

2009-06-17T16:44:12Z

We r gg to stay in for Art till night time tmrw.
How cool is that. ^^
& i just watched Drag Me to Hell just now w Shaun.
Sibei thrilling~
Am gg to update my blogger on friday i think,
gg to take pikture tmrw worx.
Yipeee, my life now like busy but shiok only.
HEHEH, i likey.
This timing of the day i always either high or sibei emo.
^^v

Moved

2009-06-09T12:44:26Z

Hi, i've moved to www.hazelemmanuellafoo.blogspot.com
Cos i have quite a number of photos once in awhile
and it gets annoying sometimes cos lj takes a long time to upload.
But will post here once in awhile, and to view fr's blogs. ^^

hazilnut @ 2009-06-08T20:11:00

2009-06-08T12:20:54Z

Sad huh, but it happened quite a number of times for me already.

MOMMY CALLED ME TODAY WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY HOME!!!
I am so happpppppppppppppppppy.
School kinda made me quite pissed off.
But when i received her call from overseas, i was like grinning to myself.
:>
& Nic's coming tmrw after art, and we're gnna have sleepover!!!~

hazilnut @ 2009-06-07T00:21:00

2009-06-06T16:25:21Z

I rlly wnna skip Art on Monday.
Just wnna enjoy life all the way.
Who doesn't, huh...
Thankfully, i hv my bestfrs. ^-^

EXCITED

2009-06-03T13:42:09Z

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK, I REALLY CAN'T~
This week seems to go so slowly...
Days past like as if it were years.
Omgosh, tak buleh tahan!!! :(
Home alone from Sunday-Wednesday at least. ^-^~
MY PLANS ARE BURSTING TO BE IN ACTION.

Time would never wait for me.

2009-06-02T06:58:28Z

There're times when we want to turn back time.
There're times when we want to go to the future.
There're times when we want time to stay there forever.
What is that thing we really want in life?
I seriously don't know yet.

&
I hope i won't fall again.

I must get through that, i wish and hope i can.
Love, i wonder whats in your mind.
R u feeling what i'm feeling?

Its okay, its alright

2009-05-30T15:35:05Z

Last Sunday:

Today:

We were super enthusiastic in getting into the finals.
But we still didn't make it in the end.
When they announced the teams who lost,
scenes of the rehersals, the make up i did for the girls,
the effort we all put in,
my tears just kept rolling.
I rlly think the girls were awesome, they learnt their best,
did their best.
We give God all the glory.

Tmrw, we still have to do mass cheer w the rest.
Isn't it embarrassing, and demoralizing.
*^*#*!%()&^ !!!

Tired and uninspired

2009-05-28T12:13:16Z

" I think it is a matter of love: the more you love a memory,
the stronger and stranger it is."
- Vladimir Nabmkov

I need to let go of my sorrows,
I need to worship Him.
I am very desperate for His words.

"I make a vow
My life will always honour you
Whether I live or die

I belong to Him
He bore my sin
I owe this life to my saving King

Hallelujah, I am not my own
You are in control
Hallelujah

For me to live is christ
And to die is gain
No matter what price i pay
I choose to give this life away

Only by the cross I am saved"

Cry myself a river.

2009-05-27T13:37:52Z

Sucks,
1. Trip to Batam has been postponed.
2. Don't know how to show my papers to my dad before meet-the-parents on Friday.
3. Is it misunderstanding or what, i hv never had sinister motives towards my bestfrs.
4. H1N1 is now in S'pore.
5. Mental breakdown.
6. No mood for meals, very unusual.
7. 2+ weeks of Art during June hols.
8. This is not a good place to put my feelings.
9. I am gg to blog at my private blog.
10. Bai. ^^

I am round like your fishball.

2009-05-25T13:51:23Z

Dates to note for self:
30 May- Kindess Cheer Competition
3-5 June- Batam teaching trip
13 June- PlayMax
18-20 June- One Love Conference
27 June- Anglican Schools' Concert
1-2 week of June- Headstart

I can't wait, they're all so exciting!!
Anyone wants to come for PlayMax/One Love/Concert?
Do visit www.playmax.sg/ to see what the carnival's about!
So guys, do come k! Its rlly rlly fun~

I hv short-term memory.
I forgot what i had for dinner last night.
And i am trying to remember who i was close to last time in sec 1 from Bkr.
Hahahahahaha, cos Kris and i are hving a conversation..
But wait, i can't seem to forget H, A.
Its been ages. H A H A.
-_________- (copy tiantian)
Bai, (don't) lv u~

B-r-o-k-e

2009-05-23T15:15:16Z

Nic/Madz/My crush. HEHEHE.

Can you see that orb.
Anw, I bought that hairband w my pay today!!!

^-^~

I went to church in the morning to do cheer props
And headed to town to work, then to Coos!!!
Today's service was awesomeee.
Kthnxbai~

Law of Attraction

2009-05-22T14:00:47Z

There're a lot a lot a lot of pictures for Day 3.
My facebook doesn't have all the pictures,
So you could go to Nicole's facebook, she uploaded all~

These are our favourite pictures.

This is Aunty Serene.
She was the one who brought us there, ^^

I think this picture quite funny, hehehe.

Of course, we met the awesome sun and sea~
Do check out the other pictures, they're quite cool. ^^

I went town w Nic to do some stuff today,
Decided to take a two and a half hour bus ride home alone.
Its so relaxing.. ... ... ... ...
Will upload pictures taken in school some other day k!!
Gg to paint my toe nails, baiiiiiiiiii~

I miss Batam

2009-05-21T14:36:33Z

Hehe, these are the pictures of day 2 in batam.
(I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN NEVER UPLOAD MY PICS NICELY INTO LJ.
Should i change to blgger?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!
Just click on the 'Batam day 2 thing' for now k!!!)
ANW, Superb lorx, i bought that tube dress/skirt for $4
and Nic bought that colour dyed tee for $3.
Swear,it was a steal.
We bought cute teddy bear rings and some stuff for our frs too.
Anw, did you see the pantyin one of the pictures?
Hehehe, thats Eugenia,in the toilet~

Okay, anw, today in skul,
I slept till 10am, 3 hrs straight, sibei shiok.
Then we played some games~
Had cheer practice as usual, and then went for cf.
^^ Lv life.
There's art tmrw, #$\*!! :(

hazilnut @ 2009-05-20T22:12:00

2009-05-20T14:52:43Z

Pictures for day 1 in Batam.
Thats Eugenia, she's extremely bright and adorable.
Her parents are awesome too.
Nic and i miss all of them a lot ever since we came back..
Will upload day 2 and 3 when i'm free.
I got home at 10pm today, cos i left school at 9pm. :/
My right shoulder hurts v badly, its v sore, i can't lift it up.
Its hard to tie my hair and feed myself.

How to do cheer......

Lv lv lv weekendz.

2009-05-14T07:53:28Z

Hehehe, I luv this song, so jumpy, like lollipop~
Lv their dance too!!
Got it from Nic's blog, ^^

And look what i found!
I think i uploaded this before, but i think its quite funny
to see my sissy and i to be wearing that at that uhm, place..
It makes me miss Herabotz and Rainbowboymon more though. :(

I can't wait for tmrw, i think everyone's gnna jump for joy.
Cos its gnna be our last paper, ART PAPER.
Everyone has been waiting for it to pass, waiting only...
Hehehehe, ^^~
And i need/can't wait to meet Jas, Marv, Yw, Sam lye, Jj lv, Nicholas!!!

Tension rising

2009-05-13T12:26:10Z

So now what?
Am i lost now or what. Suddenly i feel so lost in life. 'What are my goals, Why am i suddenly living a life with no aim and no motivation?' It feels kinda good now when my schedules are getting more packed each day. It feels as if i have a lot to do. Yes, i do have a lot to do now. But it makes me feel as if i'm living a life of what it should be. Although its covering up my emptiness, i can still feel that little bit of being lonely. Friends and i are getting closer but things are remainding the same. I'm just afraid after all these work that i have to complete, i'll feel worse than what i am now. It feels like i don't have a life. Maybe i will still be packed with meeting my friends and stuff, but i think one day this will just go off too. And it all comes back to square one.
However, i hope this Saturday during worship, i can really bring myself back. After all the exams, i hope i can stop lying to myself. And i want to bring myself back for real during the Batam trip. I want to let myself feel God, all over again. I know i can, yes i can, i know i can. I just hope everything will go well and i surrender everything unto His hands.
This post feels so emotional but i don't know why, this week i kept feeling low. But whatever, i know this is part and partial of life. One day everyone will ask themselves who they are. I think this is just the starting, but i'm ready to face more. With the help of God, friends-true friends, family and myself. :)

Hurray, happy dayz to come!

2009-05-12T05:35:46Z

I found our pictures at Hazel's fb! Hehe~
The day of our 'picnic' at fep, yipeee.
And also the day my favourite skirt from thailand tore.. :(

Okay, i miss a lot of people now..
Like rlly miss miss.
Nic, Kim, Madz, Wt, Yh, Pong, Yw, Paul, Sam, Arthur, Timo, KBrader, T, C, Shaun, Sissy, Zavier, & so much more!!!
Lv all of u v mch~
& i can't wait for my trip to Batam w Nic this weekends! ^^v
& also the trip to jb w bro,sissy & maybe yw!!!
& also PlayMax w nic, madz, wt, yh, budz, dal, sissy, bro, & more!
But for these to happen, i must finish my math and art paper first!!!!! >:/

Kthnx, reminds me, i need to go strt doing art.
Or else ms hoe will kill me. She will tear my paper and make me cry. :(
I can feel the tension rising up..

hazilnut @ 2009-05-11T11:08:00

2009-05-11T03:39:43Z

Saturday-
> Homeclub flea w Nicole
(find Hazel's shop, bumped into Christiane)
> Headed to Art Fr to buy paint for art
> Went to Pasir Ris to meet Shaun and Harry.
(its been forever since we've met, dudes!)

Sunday-
> Church
> Far East Plaza w mom, sissy & zavier
> Zouk flea w bro in law, sissy & zavier
(met Alloy there)
> Bugis w them
(went to the new building, had empire state!!)
> Played w Zavier when he was over at mine's. ^^

Monday-
> I hv to think for art but am laSy. :(
> Hv to go runninggggg.
> (r)boy and timz, cheer up kkkkkk.
(lv u bth a lt ^^)

4 days of break!

2009-05-08T13:24:55Z

I MISS THIS FATTY A LOT.
Hehehehe.
Have been studying for my exams.
Nicole came yesterday and today. ^^
Long weekends, here i come!!!
I wnna go the Zouk flea lehhhh...
Alloy cousin open shop, selling labelled goods!
Like real ones, but 50%!!!!
I wantttt, i v long nvr buy labelled already. :(

MOTHERS' DAY IS THIS SUNDAY.
I have to find time to do the painting i wnna do for her!
And i hope she'll like it lorrr~

Prov 3:5-8

2009-05-05T08:25:40Z

This has been a long challenge.
I need to move on.
I am leaning on Jesus always.
I need His help so much.

hazilnut @ 2009-04-29T16:27:00

2009-04-29T08:48:39Z

my name is:	Hazel Emmanuella Foo
this morning i was:	LaSy
im afraid of:	Getting emotional
i dream about:	The weirdest situations/people
Have You Ever...
pictured your crush naked?:	No, don't think so.
been in love:	Yes of course~
cried when someone died:	Yes, i have a soft heart.
lied:	If i said no, i'd be lying.
flowers or candy:	Flowers would be better.
scruff or clean shaven:	Clean shaven lah of course, like me. ^^
tall or short:	Taller than you at least.
With The Opposite Sex...
what do you notice first?:	How they say speak.
last person you slow danced with:	I've never ever slow danced w anyone, i guess.
worst question to ask:	Questions you ask, just wanting to break the silence.
Who...
makes you laugh the most?:	I laugh at almost anything.
makes you smile:	Cute/Hot boys~ HEHEHE
gives you a funny feeling when you see them:	Ex boyfrs.
is easier talk to: boys or girls?:	Depends, but i think boys rather. They're easier to talk to most of the time.
Do You Ever...
sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?:	Of course lah, who hasn't!
save AIM conversations?:	Nope, don't remember.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?:	Member? What member.
cry because of something someone has said:	Yeh, quite emotional whattt.
pray?:	Yes, of course, daily, all the time.
Have You Ever...
fallen for your best friend?:	No, my bestfr's a girl and i'm straight.
rejected someone:	Yes, hehehe.
cheated on someone:	Nope, unless lying then yes lah. :s
been cheated on:	I hope not.
done something you regretted:	Yes, quite a few infact.
wanted to die:	Yeh, quite a number of attempts last time.
Who Was The Last Person...
you talked to on the phone:	Momsie~
hugged:	Weitian, we took the same train today.
you instant messaged:	Momsie, to pick me up from Simei.
you laughed with:	Momsie, in the car, we talked about Field.
Do You...
color your hair:	Yeh, but its naturally brown too.
ever get off the computer:	Of course, it gives me aches.
habla espanol:	Huh?
sprechen sie deutsches:	I so understood that.
fight with your parents:	Not literally. Quarrelled.
have friends you've lost touch with:	Yeh, sadly.
feel happy?:	Yes of course, i'm a happy girl!!~
wish you could fly away.. far, far away?:	I wished i could telepathy.
believe in God?:	Yes, Jesus Christ!!!
could you live without the computer?:	Hm, i guess so.
what's your favorite candy?:	Polliful. But i prefer biscuits/chips/chocolates.
whats your favorite fruit?:	Strawberries/Grapes/Pineapples. Daily essential need.
sunrise or sunset?:	Sunset, romantic worz.~
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?	Emotional lah. Its been 2 yrs.
trust others way too easily?:	Yeh, Quite.
are your fingers cold?:	Most of the time, idk why.
coke or pepsi:	None, I anti coke/pepsi.
Final Questions...
I want:	To do well in life.
I wish:	I could enjoy life like a baby, w no stress.
I love:	God, of course. But everyone too actually, i share my love.
I miss:	All my frs whom i haven't met since forever.
I fear:	Nightmares.
I hear:	My head telling me to go run & study.
I smell:	Pandan essential oil.
I wonder:	When i can get over H, A. And when i can see Field again.

Momsie just told me we'll be gg to CountryConcept soon!
Which means i can see Field again!!! ;)
And oh yes, my family's gg to M'sia this Fryday.
But i might ask for an excuse to not go so that i can study more.
I told you i'm a good girl, haven't i?
~

Exams in a week.

2009-04-28T11:18:54Z

I'm loyal to my textbooks and past yrs papers.
Also loyal to my potato chips and hello pandas.
Most loyal to my pen, pencil and eraser.
Unfaithful to my computer.
Most unfaithful to my sport shoes.
(have not been running for the past 1 week+)

I h8 memorising.
I don't know how to use Adam Khoo's skills.
Wtv, now how brown cow.

Epic failure

2009-04-28T11:11:09Z

HAHAHA.
Some people rlly thought that Field's my boyfr/someone i rlly like.
Silly fools, he's just a normal eyecandy.
Just like Dino and Clement, Hehehehehe.
But i have to admit,
i think Field's damn sweet as to print me that picture.
(& cute)
Don't you agreeeee?

In actual fact, I haven't gotten over H or A.
So its a HA i've never laughed about.
(in different ways, they impacted me)
Or you might just think i'm a big fat flirt.
How awesome can this get. ;(
Old flame, destructive game.